Cuauhtli

Well, not exactly counting by now. It is true what other “quit smokers” told me on a reddit, that it will be a day where I will stop thinking or counting days and not longer been a smoker. I’ve been one for the las 15 years, a nasty habit that started just to be “cool”, to be inside the social circle of the people that was in trend. A became addicted and it didn’t bring me down mentally or physically until three years ago, when I started developing problems in my back that I have always related to been a smoker. The doctor said that it wasn’t really related, but even thou I just couldn’t continued doing it.

This is really not the first time that I’m trying to quit smoking, at least it’s the fourth but for the first time I can say that it’s been a really good 37 days so far. Some major cravings for a few days, then they begun to vanish. What’s been the worst part it’s trying to fill the time spent smoking, believe it or not, it’s been so hard cause I did things that triggered my need for a smoke. I stopped drinking coffee for the first three weeks, i don’t use my computer anymore at home, cause all those things always leaded me to smoke.

Of course not everything is heaven, I have bad mood from time to time, I just a lot pissed off trying to figured out what my body is really doing, my sense of taste it’s crazy, every flavor it’s amplified like a bazillion times. 

From now on I will try my best to not let my guard down and keep the good work, with the support of everyone that really wants to help me.

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